Angel Outside...Rebel Inside

HappY BirthDaY, Baby Jd!

2006-10-24T08:21:00.000-07:00

Happy bday Mahal! Yan, magka-age na tayo..wahehehe.
Im glad na we're together on your special day. Gosh, grabeh foodtrip galore natin...cge kain pa!! Kain lang ng kain!!

Anyways, im wishing you all the best in life. Good health, safety at all times and may all your wish come true. Dont worry, kasama mo naman akong tutuparin lahat ng dreams natin eh. Marami-rami yon...hehehe...humanda ka na.

I love you so much....you're the best thing that ever happened to me.
Im so glad eveytime we're together. We will never part.
I love you with all my heart.

Happy Birthday again and I Love You Forever!

Lotsa Care Bears from Jd

2006-10-03T06:42:00.000-07:00

YaY! Today Jd sent me an email containing a lot of Care Bears piccies. She knows how to make my day! But before that, we managed to get another yello Care Bear in Timezone...no sweat! Hahaha! And also another Nici Bear. Dammah, she's so good getting 'em!

Here's what she sent me today: ( i will not post everything, they will flood my blog)

Happy Anniversary, Naning Koh!

2006-09-27T01:03:00.000-07:00

I Love You, Mahal!

Happy Anniversary.

I love you so much. We've been together for more than a year now, but our love for each other is getting stronger as day goes by. I wanted to tell you how much I love you. I know we've been saying this to each other every day, but I always want you to know how much i care for you.

Thank you so much for everything. For the countless things you have done for me. Thank you so much. For making me happy at all times and fopr simply being with me every hour of everyday.
Jd, I wanted to tell you i just can't afford to loose you. You are my love, my hope, my strength and my life. I love you so much!

Don't ever change. I love the way you are, Mahal ko.

I'm yours forever,
Joan

Finally...An Update

2006-08-26T05:24:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone! You think i was out somewhere? Nah! Im online everyday, but I just can't think of anything to post here. But looking at some old photographs, i found this picture:

It's my bestfriend - Lori. I miss her soooooo much! We haven't seen each other in a while. If there is someone who knows me better, it's her. We've been bestfriends since gradeschool, and i swear...we will be bestfriends till the end.

Hmnn....im so lucky to have a friend like her. That is why i keep her in my heart. ANd eventhough we don't get the chance to see each other more often now, in our hearts we know that we're bestfriends and nothing can change that. I love you Lori!

More Sci Fi Con Pics!!!

2006-07-26T06:47:00.000-07:00

Ok...here's my pics from the Convention....enjoy!

Standing next to one of my fave HP characters - Sirius Black

Jd a.k.a 'Baby Tonks'...next to her cousin.

Sitting next to Monsiur Malkin (Edwyn)

Also my group : Philippine Tolkien Society
w/ Elf & Miao of PhP

A Glimpse at the Convention

2006-07-20T06:09:00.000-07:00

(I'm in the center....center of distraction...holding my wand!)

July 16 - the much awaited event in New World's Philippines! It was held in Rockwell Tent, PowerPlant Mall in Makati. I had so much fun that day. Jd and I went at around 2pm and was greeted by my co-members in Hogwarts Philippines. It was really good seeing old faces and old friends from the forum. It was really nice to meet new members.

There are lots of fun and surprises at the Convention. There was CosPlay, Masquerade Ball, New World's Amazing Race and some performances specially the Luscious Malfoys....they really Rock!!!
I don't know if this one's better than last year in Glorietta...but i really had great time....sad to say i have to go home early coz i still have loads o do at home and im super tired.

I uploaded just one picture....i have lots but i will post them next time.

Little DuDu

2006-07-19T06:55:00.000-07:00

Little Dudu is a cute wee pink fluffy teddy bear i found at the arcade. The moment i saw it @ Toys R Us....i wanna have it! So Jd and i bought a lot of tokens that day and tried to pick it from the machine but we failed.....honestly, i cried....coz i really wanna have it.

So, the next day we never loose our hopes....we bought some more tokens and guess what?!!
We've got Little DuDu! Not one but two!!! We're sooooo happy and i can't wait to hug it in my sleep tonight....

Pretty childish huh? But it's true..that Little DuDu has really captured my heart. Im not really a huge teddy bear lover...but these beards means a lot to me.

Thanks baby Jd for not giving up just to get them for me.

4th New World's Sci-Fi Convention

2006-07-11T05:55:00.000-07:00

I can't wait for another Sci-Fi Convention on Sunday. I will get the chance to meet my fellow Hogwarts Philippines mates! I'm excited to wear my school uniform again, and my new robe! This year is going to be exciting! Lots of new games and stuffs...it just gets better and better. And one more reason why i am so excited...Jd is already a member of Pinoy Harry Potter and this is her first time to the Con... ( i remember last year's Convention, she's still courting me by that time). Finally i encouraged her to join our group. Looking back at last year's Con..

Here are some pics:

1st Year and 1st Month Anniversary...

2006-06-27T06:11:00.000-07:00

This is for you, Mahal:

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

In Memory of Brandon Teena...(part 2)

2006-06-26T06:22:00.000-07:00

Being a lesbian/gay is not a disease! We are all equal in the eyes of God. We should pay attention to acceptance, tolerance and respect. We all have the right to live in this world no matter who we are and what we are. We should not discriminate others because they are not as normal as we are. What matters here is one’s own personality. How they get along with others and it’s all about their inner-self…and not how they look, how they dress and definitely not about the gender and the choice they have made.

Brandon Teena (real name: Teena Brandon) is just an ordinary boy/girl who made mistakes, doing what he/she wants and living life the way he/she wants it. He/she have her dreams and happiness. There are reasons in every stories and he/she’s got reasons of her own why he/she have decided to be the person he/she wants to be.

But some people are narrow-minded, making it difficult to understand other people’s feelings. These are the people who killed Brandon and ruined everything he/she planned for his/her life. He/she’s young, free and has plans for the future. It’s so devastating to know how he/she died into the hands of two (I don’t exactly know what to call them) men.

Homosexuality is not a crime. It is the people who make their own judgments and taking the law in their own hands. I wish that the story of Brandon Teen a will wake everyone’s senses on how they treat lesbians/gays in the society.

Once again I will say this: That there is nothing wrong with being lesbians/gays, it is the society that is mixed up because it punishes people for not conforming to its gender stereotypes.

Brandon Teena, there are millions of people who understands you. It’s so sad that you have to leave and never got the chance to make up for your mistakes. May God bless your soul and may you Rest In Peace.

Brandon, you will always be in our hearts….forever!

"All She Wanted"...All I Wanted!!!

2006-06-26T05:14:00.000-07:00

I've been searching all the bookstores here but i really can't find a copy of Brandon Teena story.
I want it and i want it now! Ok, the brat side of mee is awake. I really want it. But the only way i can have a copy is thru amazon...and i dont have paypal account!

I really am hoping to get this book by next month. Wish me luck, i will do what it takes to get a copy.

In Memory of Brandon Teena...

2006-06-22T04:51:00.000-07:00

"There is nothing mixed up about a woman who loves women, who wants to have sex with them, or who identifies as a lesbian. It is society that is mixed up because it punishes people for not conforming to its gender stereotypes."

The story of Brandon Teena (Teena Brandon) has caught my attention long ago...the moment I've seen the movie 'Boy's Don't Cry'... Hilary Swank (whom i have a huge crush at the moment - as Brandon) did a great job on that film and became best actress.

Watch the trailer HERE & A Music Video over HERE
Ok, it is a true story of a tragic love story of a same sex couples in Nebraska, USA.

That movie made me cry. Everytime I watch that movie I feel so bad about what happened to her. Well, i can relate to this since i have a lesbian girlfriend and thinking about how the society treated Brandon pisses me off. It's not her fault to fall for a girl like her. There are reasons why she turned out to be a lesbian.

I have searched the internet about her real-life story and i pitty her...
Check Brandon Teena's story here: http://www.crimelibrary.com/classics4/brandon/

Well...just wanna share this story that captured my heart and attention. This is my favorite movie. This shows that homosexuals are not fully accepted in the society during Brandon's time and hopefully that today and to the years to come, people will learn to understand this kind of relationship that I'm into.

A Letter To Dad...

2006-06-19T06:22:00.000-07:00

Dear Dad,

Happy Father's Day!

I just wanna tell you how much I miss you. Living away from you and Mom has taught me a lot of things...but part of me is empty. I miss the old times specially having our lunch and dinner together, above all, the breakfast that you serve every morning. I missed the times when we just talk about anything while drinking our favorite coffee.

I missed Sunday mornings where you play old songs and telling me stories of your younger days. I missed watching tv and watching you sleep even before the program ends. I missed the smell of your cigar and the scent of your perfume.

It's hard growing up....it's hard standing on your own feet and moving towards the path you have chosen. It's hard being away from you, Dad. You have thought me everything. Thank you for your patience. Thank you for being a great father. Nothing compares to you, Dad.

As i am writing this, i am holding back my tears. You're so good to me. All the times you have been there for me. But i have a guilt inside me. Dad, you have known me since i was born. You knew a lot of things about me.....but not everything about me.

Dad, i hope you won't get mad if i kept this secret from you. I love you so much and i don't want to hurt you. Dad, you have raised me so well and i praise you for that. This life I have chosen has nothing to do with the way you brought me up in this world. This is my choice and i want your understandings. But whatever your decision is, i will gladly accept it. Any words that'll come out of your mouth i will admit. Dad, i'm really sorry about this. I don't wanna break your heart. I know you expect a lot from me. I'm sorry if i've became a person you don't expect me to be.

Dad, I'm in-love with someone. I love her so much and she love me as well...much more than any person can love me. I didn't expect to fall for the same sex. I know you will not like it but i do hope that someday, somehow you will understand both of us. I love you so much, Dad.
I'm sorry for breaking your heart.

I will always be your daughter.

Joan

Boys Don't Cry...

2006-06-17T06:01:00.000-07:00

I remember the movie that made me cry. It was recommended by Jd and now, it became one of my favorite movies ever! 'Boys Don't Cry'....you should check this out. I know those who are in same sex relationship (girl-to-girl) will like it.

I found a video (thanks to You Tube) but unfortunately the video tags are disabled. So i'll just post the link for you to be able to watch this (hmnn...should i say 'romantic' girl2girl) video.

Boys Don't Cry - Still Holding On

PS:
btw, i have a crush with Hilary Swank on this movie. I love Jd....you perfectly knew that!

Thanks for Being with Me Always...

2006-06-13T03:25:00.000-07:00

Baby Jd, you have no idea how thankful I am for being with me and not leaving my side specially during those times when I needed you the most. Never ever change, I love you so much and a HUGE thanks for your unconditional love and understanding...specially to a hard-headed girl like me. I love you everyday, every waking moment of my life where the 1st person I see is no one but you!

There's something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

Lovers in Strata...

2006-06-10T04:32:00.000-07:00

This pic was taken during my breaktime...it's me and my baby Jd....

Just wanna post it here....Uhm well...that's where we usually hang-out for a few minutes before going back to work.

Lover's - Friendship Bracelet...

2006-06-09T06:21:00.000-07:00

Just look at the bracelet....not anywhere....hehehehe!

This is the bracelet that Jd and I always wear....we call it lover's-frienship bracelet. Jd bought it in Shangri-La a couple of months ago. Why Purple? Simply because i love purple and it reminds me of our baby bear 'Purple'. A huge purple-colored teddy bear. Have you noticed? This post is full of 'Purple' words? Yikes!!!

I'm Walking Away....

2006-06-09T05:32:00.000-07:00

"I'm walking away...from all the troubles in my life, I'm walking away...I'll find a better place."

I love that song of Craig David! Anyway, the pics shows myself as i walk along MegaMall on my way home from work. I like this pic.....

Bye Tita... I Will Miss You Forever.......

2006-06-07T01:56:00.000-07:00

Today, i've lost one very important person in my life....my Aunt. Tita Dodie is my only Aunt who'se really close to my heart. I have lots of Aunts but i've only met them once, or twice in my 24 years of existence. But Tita Dodie was there with my family even before i was born.

Breast Cancer took her away from us...Too bad i wasn't able to see her when she's still alive. I haven't even gave her a visit when she was in the hospital. I don't wanna blame myself, I'm busy with work and personal life. I don't even get the chance to see my family during weekends...I only have 1 day off every week.

As I'm writting this, I'm holding back my tears. I can't stop thinking about my Mom, Tita Dodie is her closest sister here in Manila. They grew up together here while all their siblings was left in Bacolod City, their hometown. I know my Mom's really hurt and i don't wanna see her like that.

I can't concentrate here @ work, I don't wanna think about it, i hope this is just a dream...but i know it isn't.....i just wanna go home and see my family.

To Tita Dodie:

"Wherever you are right now, always remember that my love for you will always stay in my heart. I may not be able to see you but your memory will last forever. I love you so much and thank you for everything. You will always be my Tita and no one can replace you.
I know you are happy where you are right now....God be with you and I will always remember you wherever I go."

Forum Update & New Theme

2006-06-06T04:15:00.000-07:00

I have new lay out for my Lesbian Forum - Women Love Women today.
Check it out! I'm glad i have new members...well i'm not expecting a lot of people will join bcoz as you can see, its for lesbians and girl to girl relationship. How many are into that kind of stuffs?

But i'm still hoping that my forum will come to life and stay active!
For those who signed up, thanks for your support! I really appreciate it. :)

Sometimes It's Hard to be Nice....

2006-06-05T04:55:00.000-07:00

I'm nice by nature...down to earth and easy to get along with.
I know that's saying a lot but.....

But sometimes, being nice isn't good anymore for my part.
Some people think that they can do what they want without thinking that they have hurt your feelings already...they just don't seem to care if what they do againts you is below the belt.

I just wish they think first before doing or saying something...coz they never know somebody is being affected by their moves or words.

I don't wanna be nice anymore....at this point of time i really wanna be the other side of me.
As my blog title says...'Angel Outside..Rebel Inside'.
I can be mean if i want to. I can be a devil if i want to. I can be your worst nightmare if i want to.

But i'm trying to hold back this negative attitudes that is hidden inside me. I have never bean sooo bad.....but if these people will continue what they've been doing to me, don't t force me....
I'm sorry if one day, I'm not the person you used to know anymore.
I'm sorry if you will see a different Joan in front of you.

Don't force me....Don't you ever force me!

Ever Tried To Kiss A Girl?

2006-06-01T01:38:00.000-07:00

I remember when i was still working @ Tower Records, this poster captured my attention. I really want to have this and post it in my bedroom wall......very unusual to see 2 girls kissing?

Don't ask me, a lot of people perfectly knew my relationship. If if you will ask me if i ever tried to kiss a gurl...the answer is Yes! Don't ask me to compare it to the way guys kiss......i really don't remember.

Just Wanna Post This!

2006-05-31T05:54:00.000-07:00

Well...just wanna post this pics i found on my photobucket..taken last year...

Uhm... i'm really bored today. My mind isn't functioning...i feel soooo lazy.

Last day of May...that means me and Jd are going to start another year...
1 year of being together means a lot... it thought us how to give and take and sacrifice for the one you love. It thought me to be open-minded and not to be selfish.
I'm glad i have someone whom i can share almost everything.

Why Not......Peanut?!

2006-05-30T06:03:00.000-07:00

Today i submitted my entry to Candymag's Council of Cool. Ever wonder what that is?
Well, canday magazine is looking for aspiring writers who can contribute to the said magz by providing articles for their candy magazine monthly issue.

I have no idea if i'm still qualified since the said magz are for teens! Wait a minute!
I'm teen at heart. Well, there's no harm in trying. If i passed and qualified for 8 finalists....hell i'm sooo lucky! I really wanna write for a magazine.

Well, let's keep our fingers crossed for that! Sending all positive energies to my essay! Wahey!

I'm #1 on Google!!!

2006-05-30T05:23:00.000-07:00

Is this true? Or there's something wrong with my eyes..... Click This!
My site is # 1 on Google this afternoon! I can't see my opponent 'whispy' on the list...
I wonder where that is....

I'll be the happiest SEO alive if this remains forever! But too bad we will launch the new website design for www.psychicguild.com this week. And whether i like it or not, i will not appear on Google search for a month! What a nightmare!!!

But anyway, i'm glad that after months of hardwork, i saw my site on #1 list!
Not only on Msn and Yahoo, but also to undefeatable Google!

1st Year Anniversary!

2006-05-27T04:13:00.000-07:00

Today, Jd and i are celebrating our first year together. We're so happy and in-love.
After all we've been through, we have realized how much we need and love each other. We have shared almost everything and we're holding on to each other through ups and downs.

We just can't live without each other. Jd is the most precious person in my life. I can't imagine life with her. God knows how much i feel for this girl. She's my love, my life and my everything.

Thank you is not enough to all the things she has done for me. Jd, i love you so much!

Happy 1st Year Anniversary!

We've only just begun...Thank you for everything.

Stressful Week.....

2006-05-25T01:42:00.000-07:00

I love my job…I really do. I have the opportunity to express my feelings and share and develop my talent. I love to write and this is a great opportunity for me to learn more and expand my writing skills.

This week, I was given an assignment. Not an easy one. I must produce at least 6 articles…much better if 10. I am working on a psychic related website so my article must be anything about psychic and stuffs. Everyday, I make it a point to write at least 2 articles. And I am hoping not to experience ‘writer’s block’ along the way.

I’m still writing my 5^th and 6^th article today. Honestly, I can’t decide what to write. It ain’t that easy especially if you have a deadline. After writing that, I am required to submit them all to article submission sites. No prob with that, I have all the lists….the hardest part is thinking about what story or particular topic I am going to deliver.

This is yet another challenge for me and I am enjoying every single moment. It is such a great accomplishment for me every time I save my article and read it over and over again.

Not My Ordinary Day....

2006-05-24T00:27:00.000-07:00

Everyday isnt a sun-shiny day for me....there will coma a time when I'm experiencing a bad day and I feel so down....Just like today.

I thought this day is just like my ordinary day..a quite and peaceful one....but not until this afternoon.

My childlike attitude towards my girlfriend has led into a petty quarrel... I hate that.
Everything seems alright the moment we woke up. We even had our lunch together.
But I dont know why it turned out to this......misunderstanding occurs.

It's hard when you are hearing some things you don't want to hear......
Specially when you're not used to be called or addressed that way.

I left Jd standing there, waiting for the taxi without saying a word.
I dont want a fight so I just leave with a heavy heart. The everyday kiss on the lips before I leave has been forgotten or was it?

I feel so bad.....i'm in an extreme bad mood that i almost cried.
I can't concentrate on my job, i just wanna go home or go somewhere....
Some place where i can find peace of mind.....

I want to escape but i can't.....there's nothing I can do but sit here and do my job.

What a mess....I hate this feeling....but i can do nothing.

Gmail Status:
I'm in extremely bad mood...I dont feel like talking to anybody. No offense but.....this day is a worst day ever!!!!!

.....

2006-05-08T05:37:00.000-07:00

I’m off from work again yesterday…I spent the night in my girlfriend’s boarding house…I missed that place. We spent the last couple of weeks in our house and I missed our fave comfy wee bed….

I’ve decided to visit my parents that afternoon but sad to say my Mom wasn’t there, just my Dad and my brother and Grams…finally I got the chance to greet her since I wasn’t there last Friday(her 87^th bday)…just gave her few bottles of beer…her all time fave.

Here’s the best part: girlfriend and I watched Mission Impossible 3…We soooo love the film! Well, from time to time she can’t get enough of Maggie Q, our fave asian action star. I must admit, I like her too so I don’t get jealous if my gf have a crush on her. She’s really pretty I should say. Tom Cruise is ever so gorgeous!

I’ve discovered a new game to play in the arcade aside from the all time fave ‘Maze of the Kings’…now I like ‘Beware of Dogs’..LoL! I know it’s for kids but I like punching ‘em, dogs…Gf loves watching me, though..she said I look real cute when I play that!

We spent another night in the boarding house…and will probably go back to our house later tonight…..

Batangas Piccies

2006-05-02T04:22:00.000-07:00

Finally, Anna showed us the pics. Thanks Karlo for emailing 'em to me this afternoon. You know i've been waiting for this pics! Thanks my friend. So, here we are:

My baby Jd and Me

I wanna go back to the beach, summer isn't
over yet! Hopefully this Saturday..
and i hope it's for sure!

Jd, Me, Joanna & Anna

And here's some more.....taken before we leave the resort:

My High School friends are 'd best!
(Joanna, Me, Anna & Karlo)

Good To See Them....

2006-05-01T04:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I finally got the chance to see my family and be with them. My mom, dad and my siblings also my wee nieces and nephews are all there. Not to mention my old Granny who will be 87 on the 5^th.

We had our family gathering, just had lunch together and drink and just catching up on each other’s lives….i really missed them. I was with Jd, its good to see how close she is with my family…oh, by the way, my bestfriend Lorry was there also. It’s good to see her again…I missed the old times when I’m still living with my parents.

I was tired but I really had a great time with them….I’m glad its my day off so I have all the time yesterday to spend it with them. One day is not enough, actually. How is miss my family sooo much.

Baby Girl...

2006-04-29T05:47:00.000-07:00

Baby girl, you are my life,
I think you already know that.
You are the one for me,
No one else is aloud to come close.
I will do anything for you to be happy,
I would make the impossible come possible.

How can i prove my love to you,
How can i prove how much i miss you,
and want to see you.
You are the only person in this whole universe,
that i want to spend my life with.
You are the only person that makes the bad days turn to great days.

I want to be with you always and forever,
and i never want to be apart from you.
I am not ashamed of being with you,
I was never ashamed of being with you.

I want to wake up everyday,
and see you next to me,
I want to grow old with you.
So baby when get down on one knee,
and i ask you to marry me,
I hope you would say "YES."

Baby your the reason i am alive,
I live for you, I die for you,
My love is only for you, My heart is you,
My life is yours.

Forever,
Jd

Pics from the Trip

2006-04-28T02:46:00.000-07:00

11th Monthsary...

2006-04-26T04:21:00.000-07:00

I love you, Jd! Happy 11th Monthsary!

*hugs-kiss-hugs-kiss-hugs*

Thank you for being with me through ups and downs, for spending your time with me and for simply being the best lover and friend. A huge thanks for your support. I know we still have lots of things to do and to encounter along the way, let's hold on to each other. We both know that our relationship could not be understand by many, but i want you to know that i will be...and will always be on your side. I know you will do the same. I can feel how much you love me every minute of everyday.

You always makes me laugh and cry at the same time. Tears of happiness, that is. I have never been this happy before. You have given me the courage and strength to move on and be strong. You are the reason where I am today. You are my inspiration...my pillar of strength.

Always remember that I, your girlfriend will always be with you in every step of the way. I will never leave you, I promise you that. I love you so much and nothing's gonna change the way I feel for you.

I love you forever, Jd.

Road Trip Part 1

2006-04-25T05:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, a couple of friends came over and asked if we wanna go to Tagaytay (one of the coolest area, outside Manila). Since it's my day off me and Jd (my girlfriend) joined them. We brought extra clothes coz we planed to go back the next day.

We wished to watch the sunset in the famous park in town (where you can see the beautiful view of Taal Volcano from afar) but we failed...we arrived in Tagaytay almost 6pm.
Still we went to the park and roam around, took some pics eventhough its getting dark. We also visit the souvenir shop where jd and i bought our 'friendship', rather..'lovers bracelet' (its black and white).

Then we look for a place to stay coz we plan to go back to the said park in the morning. Geez! the lodgings are pretty expensive! We search the whole place looking for a cheaper one...good thing we found one and even gave us a discount. Only Php500/overnight stay.

We bought our dinner in the chinese restaurant and planned to dine together at the lodgings where we watch tv and chat the night away while drinking wine that Star (our lesbian friend) and Noemi (her girlfriend) bought.

It was really cold out there and mind yah, i forgot to bring my jacket...anyway i have my human blanket with me...jd!

We woke up @ 5 in the morning..then we left the lodgings at 6....
Then we roam around again and took pictures...i cant wait to post it here!!!

Though we still want to stay...we must go back to Manila that morning coz Noemi and I needs to go to work....

Well...it's just the 1st part of our roadtrip...next week or maybe the week after that..we planed to go to Batangas! YaY! Beaches!!!!

Cho Chang...

2006-04-21T03:14:00.000-07:00

Uhm...well..nothin much is going on here lately.
Work is ok but getting a bit boring as days go by. Doing the same routine everyday, but i have nothing more to say about that. I love my job, period.

Just wanna show what my wallpaper background is at the moment....
It's Katie Leung, also known as 'Cho Chang' - famous Harry Potter love interest.
Browsing the net looking for HP background, she has caught my attention.
She's way sooooo lucky!!! Millions of girls are dying to be a part of that film, much more to be Dan Radcliffe's ( i mean, Harry Potter's) partner. I bet millions are envous of her as well.
Well..some people ar just lucky to be true! I'm happy for this girl!

It's good to see an Asian-looking girl to appear in the said movie..since the majority are caucasians. I have nothing againts this lucky girl that was chosen to play the role of 'Cho'.
She's beautiful yet simple.

A Day at the Beach...

2006-04-15T21:47:00.000-07:00

April 14 - My baby Jd and I woke up pretty early to meet my High School friends (Karlo, Joanna and Ana) and headed straight to Munting Buhangin resort in Batangas.

We arrived at past 10, had our lunch together then spent 3 hours at the sea under the freaking sun..it's damn soo hot but enjoyed every minute of't.

It was our first time together at the beach (me and jd) since we are very much occupied by our jobs here in the city, same as my colleages....but i'm really glad that after so many years that past, we still get the chance to be together.

Oh my gosh! Look at my skin color....i dunno if it suits me just fine because i really dont wanna be tan.....but anyway, cosmetics can bring it back to normal.

After having soo much fun together, we've decided to go home before dusk....we are so tired but i will never forget that day....we had a blast! Im sooooo happy and i really had a great time.
Of course, that's because i'm with my baby Jd......

Holiday is over....tomorrow i'll be going back to work and i don't know when will i ever get the chance to relax my mind and body.

Oh, by the way, Jd promised that we will spend another time together at the beach when we have the time....

Ciao for now!

My Precious.......

2006-04-09T06:53:00.000-07:00

Don't sound like Gollum when you read the title, alright?

Just wanna share the picture of my most beloved baby Jd.....

so cute! goodness....*fainted*

Hmmnnn.....

2006-04-09T06:20:00.000-07:00

Thanks God, it's sunday. I'm free again...i'm off from work.
Good thing i had enough sleep today. of course im with my baby Jd.
Went to the mall, stroll, dine, play, shop....all afternoon.

Then i visited my parents and my grandma....havent seen them for
more than a week....we had our dinner together, with jd as well.
Oh, i saw my bestfriend! Im glad we chatted even if it's just a few minutes.

It's Palm Sunday so we headed to church after that...and now i'm here
at the cafe updating my blog.

Jd bought Gary Lewis cd....he can't believe i'm still listening to oldies type
of songs despite the fact that i am a huge alternative rock luver!

Gotta run...i need rest..i've been out the whole day. Im excited to take a shower and listen to my new cd before me and jd go to bed.

Aaaww....tomorrow i'm going back to work.....

Cyah!

Night Swimming

2006-04-04T06:36:00.000-07:00

Our first time to go out of town together, me and my baby Jd.
Along with the Tower Records staffs, my old friends..we went to Bulacan and spent the whole crazy night in Jed's Resort.

Hmn...the place is ok but a bit boring coz the main island is close during the night.
We just spent 2 hours i believe in the water....i dont want to stay that long in the pool..if you know what i mean.
well, im glad to spent the whole night with my baby.. we had fun together though not that much.
i havent got any sleep coz when i got out from work last night we headed staright to Bulacan then arrived home at about past 9 in the morning the next day.

This is the bad part:
I was 2 1/2 hours late at work ---> considered half-day..Shacks! bad record!
Blame it to my mobile phone!!!
well actually, its my bad...i dunno...i didnt hear it ring for like ages....
my sleep is way sooo deep that i dont realized that i still have to go to work.

ok, here we go.....i jumped out of bed....get dressed and go straight to work..
Yes! i didnt even bother to eat or take a shower. (Note: i took a bath early that day, so dont ask anymore question about personal hygene-LoL)

I feel sick the entire day......much more..i miss Jd....
well....what a day!

but its ok....i had a blast with my girl...
I love you, baby Jd....
Mwah! Mwah! Mwah!!!!!

Lazy Days.....

2006-04-02T00:31:00.000-08:00

It's Sunday! Finally i'm off from work.
Stayed in bed till 1 this afternoon, im really bored.
I'm glad my beloved girlfriend is with me.

Alright, imagine we woke up at 1pm then went back to sleep by 4 until 7.
we've decided to dine outside and watch movie.
finally, i've already seen Ice Age 2. But i like the 1st movie more than the second.

Again, we tried to finish the game -'King of Maze' our fave. Our day is not complete everytime we go to the mall when we dont play this one. After spending 7 tokens we finished it....again.

what a day. i wish everyday is Sunday so we have all the time in the world to do whatever we want without thinking about work....i'm not saying i don't like my job....i really love it.

well, gotta go for now.....cyah laterz, dudes!

Road Trip Part 1.....

2006-04-01T05:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, a couple of friends came over and asked if we wanna go to Tagaytay (one of the coolest area, outside Manila). Since i'm off from work, me and Jd (my girlfriend) joined them. We brought extra clothes coz we planed to go back the next day.

We wished to watch the sunset in the famous park in town 'Picnic Grove' (where you can see the beautiful view of Taal Volcano from afar) but we failed...we arrived in Tagaytay almost 6pm.
Still we went to the park and roam around, took some pics eventhough its getting dark. We also visit the souvenir shop where jd and i bought our 'friendship', rather...'lovers bracelet' (its black and white).

Then we look for a place to stay coz we plan to go back to the said park in the morning. Geez! the lodgings are pretty expensive! We search the whole place looking for a cheaper one n(we have no idea where to go)...good thing we found one( and it's getting late) and even gave us a discount.
Only Php500/overnight stay.

We bought our dinner and planned to dine together at the lodgings where we watch tv and chat the night away while drinking wine that Star (our lesbian friend) and Noemi (her girlfriend) bought.

It was really cold out there and mind yah, i forgot to bring my jacket...anyway i have my human blanket with me...jd! Aaaawww....we really had fun together...we always miss each other though we're always together.

We woke up @ 5 in the morning..then we left the lodgings at 6....
Then we roam around again and took pictures...i cant wait to post it here!!!

Though we still want to stay...we must go back to Manila that morning coz Noemi and I needs to go to work....

Well...it's just the 1st part of our roadtrip...next week or maybe the week after that..we planed to go to Batangas! YaY! Beaches!!!!

Please Come In.....

2006-03-31T05:35:00.000-08:00

People refer to me as 'Angelic Rebel'...but i swear i'm a good girl!........(shut up, biotch!)

Welcome to Angelic Rebel's Asylum! Relax...Enjoy...Come Along...if you got bored......
Get Outta Here!!!

Seriously, welcome to my Helter Skelter Life.....

"I'm carefree....I'm young....I'm free!
Angelic Rebel, that's what they call me.
I'm in-love with a lesbian, yes I really am.
Without her I dont know what I'll become."